After various times playing around, touching, feeling, sucking, etc, I really feel like I’d like to try anal with the right guy. As I’m a bit shy, they would need to be considerate and as gentle as they can be, but I think I’m ready to be penetrated by a man after so long fantasising about it. I’m increasingly turned on by the thought of having a cock inside me and I want to turn that fantasy into a reality. If there is anyone out there who thinks they can help me, please let me know. You’ll need to be understanding and willing to be patient with me but I’m definitely keen on making this happen.