Long time lurker

Hi,
I’ve been a bit of a long time lurker on here. Finally decided to register and say something. I plucked up courage to actually get myself into the sauna one time. I’m straight but curious, not romantically but the sexual side, yes. I had no idea what to expect on my visit. I told myself I could just go in, no pressure, look and see how I felt. It was quietish which suited me I suppose, and feeling a bit shy, I kind of took refuge in the sauna. There were a few guys already in there, one or two popped in and out. One guy was playing with himself, I wasn’t sure whether I was supposed to look or not and felt a bit awkward. There was some general chit chat. The guy on the lower bench was very friendly and I think he sensed my nervousness. After a while he gently touched my thigh and began playfully stroking my leg, creeping closer and closer to my privates. I began to get hard, which he noticed and asked if I wanted to go somewhere more private. How could I refuse : ). He led me into one of the nearby darkish rooms and, long story short, had me lie back, put a condom on me and began to give me a BJ. It felt good and I came quite quickly. When it was over I thanked him and he left. I never got the chance to offer to do something for him. I think it would have rounded off the experience for me and I’m still wondering how it would feel to give a guy a wank and play with a cock. I’m not sure if I’d be ready to take things further straight away, then again when the horn strikes who knows. I’m thinking about another visit, if I see him I feel I should offer to return the favour. Anyway I think I owe it to myself to try something and see whether its just a fantasy or not. Thanks for listening and I’d be glad to hear any views or similar circumstances. Sorry about my profile pic, I seem to have clipped off the end of my dick. Not bragging, its not that its too big : )) I couldn’t get the image the right size. Forgot to say, I’m in my mid sixties now, but in good nick. Slim and fit.